[21 May 2005|12:12pm] i <3 joel. he's the best thing that has happened to me this year and ive been waiting too long for this. hes edgar's friend which is kinda weird but w/e so he picked me up and then we drove to see edgar at work. then we went and saw crash crash=such good movie go see it then he took me home. it was just great to finally be with someone again. he payed for me and opened all the doors for me and while he was driving he held my hand (which was actually kinda scary cause he's not that good of a driver) it was perfect. i hate that hes graduating in less then a month. it sucks. i know im already beginning to fall for him...hard. but im not gonna let it happen. i cant. i refuse for things to end fucked up again. and this is just too good for that to happen. i should have just listened to edgar from the beginning. actually no..his advice sucks. i just dont know how things are gonna be at school... this is all so confusing... i wish i was older. do you even know me

[09 Apr 2005|08:11am] if you have a myspace.....COMMENT WITH IT.... otherwise...sorry i haven't been commenting/updating...been really busy <3 do you even know me

HELLO THERE [02 Apr 2005|11:39am] so yesterday was mighty fun.... nora and i took our two dollar kites to the park on pederson where we flew them.....old people stared at us from there cars... i think they found us amusing. then subway and longs where we played with makeup took lots of pics then denzel and brian came over...... =-/...interesting spa going crazy   i <3 spring break pics tomorrow perhaps? do you even know me

[30 Mar 2005|09:05am] it's been a while.... ive been fucking sick forever and it fucking sucks!!!! pretty much ive spent all spring break so far sleeping or watching tv...missing out on about everything... last night was the matches concert and so we went but we had to sit through like 5 other bands first and we were just like ugh whatever the matches were the only ones we really wanted to see so we just left... the only good thing is that ive gotten to miss alot of track practice which pretty much means im gonna fail track =-/ and be sooo outta shape...o well pics soon 1 do you even know me

[16 Jan 2005|06:27pm] so all lots been happening... its a new year and things are better but still getting worse... my gradnpa died and that was really hard on everyone because my grandma had just passed away from the same thing. my moms pissed at my dad for not taking us to the funeral so they're not really talking. someone i know took dope lined with crystal meth and almost died. my sister and arent talking because of her stupid fucking boyfriend and she leaves tomorrow. and my grades suck and report cards come out in 2 weeks. nora and i are still best friends =-) we hang out with rachel and sarah and allie alot. i still have MF i admit it. and its getting worse too hahaha but i just cant help it. track starts wednesday which im REALLY excited about because now ill actually have something to do and ill get to see ashley teri sapna julie and a bunch of other people who i barely see anymore. im not even nervous for mid-terms because i think im actually prepared. yup thats all 5 do you even know me

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